as some of you may remember before i quit wow i'd applied to join OSD and was in my last phase of my trial, and probably accidentally let the cat out of the bag tonight when i mistyped "who order of the silver" to see if Fel was online, i've been talking with Des and she thinks i'm still in for a chance, i know how this probably looks, i deleted my forum account which was totally due to a mood swing nothing else. but still that would look bad on me, and i don't blame anyone if they're mad at me. so i've decided to take prim out of seeds permanently, and if she doesn't get accepted into OSD then that's my own fault for being stupid. i just don't want the good people in seeds to think i'm just using them as a crutch. i can imagine one or two people being mad at me, not wanting to talk to me or spend the time of day with me even though i plan on leaving Noirella in the guild i love. but as many of you know i do want prim to be in the same guild as Des since we're good friends, i'm just really sorry that it's happening like this. it's not even a definate i'll be accepted, i still need to talk to Fel. but i feel very bad at the sitation and expect to get flamed considerably.
I just wanted to get that out in the open, i'll be removing prim from the guild tomorrow afternoon as i feel that prim doesn't deserve to be in the guild, her future guild-wise is unsure. but that's entirely my own fault. i'm just really sorry it's happened this way and i really DO feel bad about all of this. i just can only hope for people's understanding on the situation i've put myself in. but i totally deserve to be ignored and anything else that might occur due to my actions.
